In that moment right after you close your eyes to go to bed, when you already found your comfy spot, the blankets are perfectly wrapped around you hugging you with warmth, you are in the perfect spot to fall asleep. In that exact moment, the perfect blissful moment of pure relaxation and sleepiness, that’s when your name comes in my head. The last thought I can consciously think of is your name. It’s not just your name though, with it comes your warmth, the way I feel when you look into my eyes, your laughter, your smile, your voice, I can feel the touch of your hands on my back, the last kiss you left on my lips and forehead. All of these other snapshots go whirling though my head. The perfect lines of your jawbone and cheekbones, your collarbones, neck, chest, hips; everything. I fall asleep with my last thoughts of you, and a smile on my face.